Redo

The yearning
for a do-over,
the need to repeat things
the right way
is not nearly as entertaining
as the want
to do it again
even wronger than before

Saying the right words
can't compare to the immediate
satisfaction
of the wrong actions
if I've already screwed up in the past
who's to keep my correction
from going all out with it?

I see the face of my interviewer
not entirely recallable, but distinctly describable
Shrunk
Dolled
Icy
Blonde
Indifferent

I see the face of my interviewer
upset from her routine, as the day would have it
To busy to get a line of coke off the toilet seats